Tuesday 30 September 2014

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Tuesday 30 September 2014
Sometimes I  feel sad because I’m tired.
Sometimes I feel sad because I miss someone.  
Sometimes I feel sad because I’m under appreciated.
And Sometimes I feel sad because I’m lonely .
I’ve heard it a million times that it’s going to be alright . It’s okay to be sad , things will get better.
But how , when ,where nobody really knows.
I’m sick of being put aside and ignored all the time.  
See , the thing is that I’m one of those people who turn every negative emotion they feel  into  sadness .
So no one but them can actually see or feel  it.
All the anger ,  fear ,  loneliness and tiredness inside of me turn into tears in which I drown myself in while I sleep.
And I just whish that one of these days somebody will see the shit I have to go through everyday and  come save me from the worst enemy I have ever had .

Myself   .


                                                                      Khaoula.A

Lets just say I'm not feeling very well this evening 

Monday 22 September 2014

Uni time is here !

Monday 22 September 2014
Hello blog ,

 So my little extra three week holiday is over . Now it's time for me  to go back to school.
I must say I don't really miss waking up early in the morning nor am I  very excited about  the 1 hour bus drive , but it's alright because I  can't wait to get back to buisness . And by buisness I mean learning about new thing , doing homework ( yes believe it or not I miss homework ), getting to know new people and  basically having a more active life style since I had a very lazy , relaxed summer .

Since registration I have been to university a couple of times just in case there were any updates about the time tables or anything else for that matter , but I'd always come home half disappointed -because I went all the way there for no reason -  half happy - because I gained a couple more lazy days -. But this morning there was something new , As I entered uni I noticed it was very busy so I instantly concluded that the time tables were updated which made me very happy . I finally got to know what I'm studying and who is teaching me for the semester .

The  subjects I'm studying are :
        1- Extensive reading
        2- Composition
        3- British ans USA cultures
        4- Grammar (of course)
        5- Initiation to translation
        6- Public speaking

That's it ! I can say I'm very excited about everything . I can't wait to start this year with a good , positive vibe and try my best  to carry it through out the entire year .

Lets do this

This is it for this post , See you very soon blog .


Jump ! and you'll find out how to unfold your wings as you fall



                                                                    Khaoula .A



Tuesday 16 September 2014

Monday 8 September 2014

Documenting assilah : part I

Monday 8 September 2014


Hello everyone ,
   As I may or may not have mentioned in previous posts , this summer I went on holiday to asilah with my  family . 
Asilah according to Wikipedia  is a fortified town on the northwest tip of the atlantic coast of Morocco , about 31 km from Tangier - I confirm - . 

It took us about 3 hours of driving to get there but it was totally worth it . Once we arrived  -and by we I mean : Me , my mum and dad , my two sisters , my aunt and uncle and my cousin - we immediatly rented a house then went out for lunch . Everyone was so tired so we had some nice tajines then  went right  back to the house , where  my sisters my cousin and me slept the entire afternoon because apparently we all stayed up all night instead of having our beauty sleep (says the person who spends her nights scrolling down  her tumblr dashboard ). While we  snoozed the grown ups took it upon themselves  to go shooping for groceries .
  
I'm going to break the story for a while  just to say that I think it's time I start  using names because it started to get a bit annoying . So my two sisters are called Nouha and Nima . And my cousin's name is Sarra .






After me , Nouha ,Nima and Sarra woke up we went out to the city and had a very nice walk  along the beach . A couple of laughs and selfies later we stopped for drinks . Everyone had ice cream except for me . I  grabbed a coffee because I'm different  and special , just kidding I really needed it to save me from turning into a zombie   (LOL) .
A couple of hours later  we went   back home ,  ate dinner , had some nice family time then went to bed .
I know that  we didn't do much on out first day there , but it's only because of the lack of sleep  which lead to everyone being very moody .



PS : Sorry about the bad picture quality I took these pictures with my phone . Better picture are coming soon I promise  
















Asilah is a very beautiful city and  I can't wait to write about the  rest of our time there.



                                                             Khaoula.A                                                       


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